This week provides a great opportunity for my readers to meet my sweet submissive sophie. I have little free time to blog and asked her to share a few of her personal thoughts about our budding relationship. So without further ado, let me give a warm and loving welcome to our newest and very special "friend"!
Even though we haven't really interacted that much I do feel a tremendous level of submission towards Suzanne. There is a craving inside me for You to impose your authority over me and therefore for me to comply because I want to please You. The few times, for example, You have instructed me on what to wear to work have been so emotionally rewarding. As the day goes by and I constantly feel Your presence based on what I am wearing there are also sensual and sexual feelings that build inside me. I guess like most young people you go through school and college with a lot of structure. Suddenly all of that structure is gone and you face the big wide world. I did everything I could as a girl growing up to do the right thing and make my family proud of me. There were times when I wanted to be part of the 'bad girl' crowd. I wanted to take the risks others took but I was too scared of disappointing people. Even when I was naughty it was generally ignored and I was forgiven without consequences which led to me feeling that no one really cared. College was the first time I was in an environment with boys. I am sexually inexperienced although I do have a very active mind that wanders into areas of intense fantasy.
Submitting to Miss Suzanne is very safe. She has taken the time to understand me. I will do anything for her. In return, she will give me so many different experiences. She will be my disciplinarian. I know her spankings will hurt but she will treat me like the naughty little girl I am when I deserve it. She will teach me how to enjoy all things sexual and not to feel the guilt I currently do. Under her guidance She and Jay will show me how to give and receive pleasure. I know She will push my boundaries and make me do simple things, like a striptease dance or a lap dance, to overcome my shyness. One of my first submissive acts will be to let Her undress me and masturbate while she watches. I imagine a dark room with scented candles. Miss Suzanne has already told me She is going to make love to me. She already has what I will call 'little pinkie', my very own version of 'big blackie'. As bad as this might sound so some readers, I cannot wait to be sexually used by my Mistress and Her lover. I admit it is scary! Physically, I am a small woman but I want to submit to Them in any way They desire and as harshly as They desire because I know I will be safe with Them.
Finally there is my new girlfriend, tammy. She and I are going to have so much fun together. Can't wait to go with her to watch girly movies and shp togeter. Undoubtedly we are going to submit to many things but she is also going to submit to me sometimes too. I can't wait! I need to practice my nappy changing skills. Perhaps I need a hairbrush for her naughty bottom.
Submitting to Miss Suzanne is very safe. She has taken the time to understand me. I will do anything for her. In return, she will give me so many different experiences. She will be my disciplinarian. I know her spankings will hurt but she will treat me like the naughty little girl I am when I deserve it. She will teach me how to enjoy all things sexual and not to feel the guilt I currently do. Under her guidance She and Jay will show me how to give and receive pleasure. I know She will push my boundaries and make me do simple things, like a striptease dance or a lap dance, to overcome my shyness. One of my first submissive acts will be to let Her undress me and masturbate while she watches. I imagine a dark room with scented candles. Miss Suzanne has already told me She is going to make love to me. She already has what I will call 'little pinkie', my very own version of 'big blackie'. As bad as this might sound so some readers, I cannot wait to be sexually used by my Mistress and Her lover. I admit it is scary! Physically, I am a small woman but I want to submit to Them in any way They desire and as harshly as They desire because I know I will be safe with Them.
Finally there is my new girlfriend, tammy. She and I are going to have so much fun together. Can't wait to go with her to watch girly movies and shp togeter. Undoubtedly we are going to submit to many things but she is also going to submit to me sometimes too. I can't wait! I need to practice my nappy changing skills. Perhaps I need a hairbrush for her naughty bottom.
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